Poetry Corner – “War”

“war”

all the soldiers in a line
marching down in time
all the soldiers in a line
marching down in time

donning the armor
sent to fight this skirmish
can’t shake the fervor
inside I don’t want this
tang of powder in the air
blades stained in red
deep down, worse for the wear
wish I had peace instead

but no matter your intention, what you feel at the core
everything gets skewed in the heat of war

all the soldiers in a line
halting on a dime
all the soldiers in a line
halting on a dime

they threw the first grenade
is what history will say
maybe the rift was an even trade
and began in a different way
no one was careful, slinging mud
planting spies to ascertain the signs
no one saw the error till the damage was done

even if you start clear on what you’re fighting for
everything gets skewed in the heat of war

glory to those who partake
and have the victory to celebrate
you’re mama’s soldier, daddy’s little marine
be all you can be till your knuckles are bloody
repeat the slogan till it’s a litany
fight till it’s hard to breathe

now we arrive back at home
alliances deeply torn
in the fading smoke 
new resentments born
blinded by the haze
the worst of nature will rise
in those uncertain days

even if you take no heed of the fighting lore
everything gets skewed in the heat of war

Poetry Corner – “Fortress”

“Fortress”

I let you in, I let you
in, let you in, I let you

take over me like I was
easily deceived, had no
control, like you stole
all my common sense
and you, sir, you were
not common, or maybe
you had me fooled

you came with your arms
and strategy, leaving me
to fumble over my defenses
didn’t see it coming
left such a mess when
you stormed the fortress

I let you in, I let you
in, let you in, I let you

lead the way to parts
unknown, had the sway
of novelty, all I knew
was you and me for certainly
or so I perceived in my
haze, a loathed daze
thought that I’d been schooled

you came like a guide,
a fun ride for me, but it’s
too quickly over
wish the future I knew
threw everything askew
when you stormed the fortress

the foundation is crumbling
like a heart stumbling over
the sound of your voice
but it’s not the words that I
want to hear or affection
I hold dear, it’s assault
but who’s to blame?
it’s all my fault because

I let you in, I let you
in, let you in, I let you
I let you in, I let you
in, let you in, I let you

Poetry Corner – “The Upside of Goodbye”

“The Upside of Goodbye”

I said time was up
On our two-year soiree
Because it seemed like
Your mind went astray

Seeing you gone
Brings a tear to my eye
So the king size
Is all mine
So welcome to the upside of goodbye

You called me up
Just to whine in my ear
About your loneliness
And how you wish I was here

The happy face in my mirror
Now doesn’t lie
And the good wine
Is all mine
This is the upside of goodbye

Poetry Corner – “Booty Queen”

“Booty Queen”

She’s gotta a pair of jeans
Size five
That she knows she’s gotta
Suck it in
So she can fit in them
It’s one of those nights
When the freaks
Come out
And she’s gonna be dressed to get her freak on

She stands in line
With the other girls
Cocking a hip so the guys can see
Giving them a sight
They can have in their dreams
And you know
They’re gonna want the same thing
When they look at me

I know I’ve got a lotta sass
And I’ll go out to shake my ass
Whenever I feel the need
I’m not gonna be your booty queen

She’s got that rhythm
With the dance beat
She knows she’s got you by the balls
Down on your knees
Begging please
For a striptease in the VIP
Or maybe in a hotel room
If it gets that dirty

She puts on her lip gloss
Knowing all the others are in envy
Of her enticing physique
Yeah, she thinks it’s tough to beat
But I have to entreat
That when you look at me
You won’t want the same thing

I know I’ve got a lotta sass
And I’ll go out to shake my ass
Whenever I feel the need
I decide when that will be, will be

All hail
To the booty queen
She can shake it like a washing machine
So fresh and so clean, so clean
The booty queen
All hail

Poetry Corner – “Remember When”

“Remember When”

I can still hear even in the back of my mind at night
The bees buzzing in the flowering trees of the spring
With the light sweetness in the air, oh right there
I can almost forget that the earth even moves

Beside you, the world can stand completely still

Back then
Remember when
Things used to be simple
Before the end
Remember when
When we lived and loved and didn’t let
Life get us down

I can still hear your laugh haunting me in a dream
The smell of your freshly washed hair in the wind
In the gold of the setting sun, you and I were one
It seems that time stopped in its winged chariot, just for a moment

Back then
Remember when
Things made some sense
Before the end
Remember when laughed and cried and didn’t let
Life turn us ’round

Poetry Corner – “Helping Hand”

“Helping Hand”

Little microscopic pieces of 
A virus that eats us alive
From the inside
We can do nothing but
Succumb to the sickness

The foundation is crumbling
Coming completely down
Is there a cure for it?

Here I come with a benediction
To help with our affliction
But we’re too far gone
I just helped the end along
There’s no way I could have a helping hand

Poetry Corner – “All Yours”

“All Yours”

Oh yes, there’s the buzz
The looks from the hopeful
The whispers from the jealous ones
When he walks in the room
In his slick urban costume
Everyone acts like they’ve been blessed

He’s Hell’s gift to womankind
The mistake you never wanna claim
He’s the kinda fella that makes you
Hate everyone with his name
But if you want him, you’ve got him
He’s all yours

Oh yes, that’s what I said
He’s all yours

Sunday Snippet – The Gifted, Kane-sama and Sydney

Back in the day, I started this story called The Gifted. It had begun as a Fearless fan fiction story (and by the way, I wouldn’t be able to imagine Blake Lively as Gaia Moore, just sayin), but then my interest waned. Once I formed an interest in the show Alias, I had reimagined the story including characters from that series. I wrote a few chapters before I realized that I wanted to make this into a novel with my original characters.

This scene is interesting because it introduces Irina Derevko as being alive–and with a connection to Kane, no doubt.

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She found him sitting on a rock and facing the setting sun as if it were the most fascinating thing in the world—or a train wreck he couldn’t tear his eyes from. His black hair was unbound this time, giving him a slight vulnerability amid his inherent strength and power. The long silken strands fluttered in the light breeze, and even as some hair got into his face, he didn’t move, didn’t blink. As Sydney inched closer to him, she wondered if perhaps he had fallen asleep with his eyes open. She had seen it happen before when Carmen forced her, Francie, and Will to watch Major Payne one night.

She was so startled when he spoke and she nearly lost control of her bladder.

When Kane, without moving, flicked dark eyes in her direction, she swallowed a gasp. He hadn’t been unusually cruel to her and her fellow Gifted Nine mates so far—Felice, Aurora, Angelia, and Bennett hadn’t been either, thankfully—but he didn’t look like he would take too kindly to her showing weakness either. Steeling her courage, she spoke.

“Kane-sensei,” she began, “I am sorry to bother you but I…I would like to know what really happened to my mother.”

A humming moment passed, and Sydney was sure that he was eyes-open unconscious when he pursed his lips.

“Sit down, Sydney,” he said softly.

Quietly Sydney went to sit beside him on another rock.

“I can only tell you so much,” Kane explained. “There are many things that I do not know about your mother.” He paused for a moment then and turned his head as if he were going to look at her sidelong but didn’t completely finish the movement and ended up looking in her general direction. “And there are things that I know…but cannot tell you.”

She was so close. She could sense it, like it were a building on the distant, hazy horizon. And Kane’s last statement only served to intensify the fury that she had kept buried inside of her for years, the grief that had made her feel awkward in the face of others who had a full parental unit. It was if he had something to do with her mother’s death, like he had delivered the killing blow.

She almost jumped to her feet quickly…but he placed a hand on her thigh, restraining her. It was then that he looked into her eyes. He was not shocked by the emotions swirling in her brown eyes, only resigned by them.

“I’ll say it again. Sit down, Sydney.” His voice was even with an edge sharper than Celie’s razor.

Swallowing her fury, Sydney slowly lowered herself beside him. Her fists were clenched at her side as she waited for him to speak again. She braced herself for some earth-shattering revelation.

“I met your mother over a decade ago,” Kane started.